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I’m in love with my best friends crush of three years?

Hey…. let me start by saying that I feel dumb, clueless, humiliated, and horrified that I am even asking this, especially to the internet, but I need help. If you have nothing nice to say, then leave. If you want to be mean why read the whole thing anyway?

So my best friend since 2nd grade is in love with this guy, she has been for three years. My friend and I have spent every second together, we are like twins. Her mom treats me like a second daughter, we go on all of our family vacations together, and we tell each other everything. She met this guy through one of my friends, I happened to be hanging out with her and my best friend was with me, and when he walked in the room and she saw him for the first time you could see that it was love at first sight (for her.) Her face lit up and she tuned red, and her mouth hung open and when he said “Hi!” She said, “Hghphphphphp…..” I must admit, he is…. very attractive. Since we met him we have both got to know him very well. He is funny, polite, and perfect for her and me. Over the summer, he called and asked me on a date. I wasn’t there so he left a message. I was in Peru (with my best friend) and I didn’t use my phone, so when I got home a month later I got the message and didn’t tell my friend. I never talked to him about it either. So we all just pretended like nothing happened. At the time I didn’t like him, but lately I have realized what a blessing he is and how I don’t want to let him go. Ever.

And here begins the time where I fell in love with him. I didn’t tell my friend, and it was painful the way she would talk about him and her together. I don’t blame her though, she didn’t know. When people asked him if he ever wanted to get together with my friend, he would say “She is more like a sister to me, I could never.” For the past few months I haven’t said anything to anyone, not even the web, until today when we went to a movie. One of his guy friends was supposed to come but he canceled last minute, and it was just us. So as we watched “Gran Torino” (great movie, by the way) it was very hard to not just start making out with him. The whole theater was full and the seats were small, so we had to sit cramped next to each other. Every time he smiles at me I melt. Every time his hand brushes up against me, I practically have an orgasm. (No joke! Ha!) So he is sitting by this hugely obese woman and when some scary scene popped up, she jumped out of her seat, causing him to fall into me. He grabbed my waist in the process, and I swear to god I almost fainted. He looked up at me with his amazing blue eyes and smiled, saying “I-I’m sorry…. hahaha….” very nervously. I just sat there trying not to have an orgasm lasting more that three hours. I can’t take it anymore. I just want to find him and make out with him….

HELP!

He’s engaged, my friend, my ex’s best friend, my fuck buddy, my other boss’s fiance… and I’m in love him.?

A year and a half ago (in March) I took a class from a man that everyone likes.The class was through his own small business. He’s over weighted but makes up for it in charm, humour, and just being an incredible man. He loves to tease and make fun of but never EVER to hurt you. He makes a living in something that he loves, although I see his struggles. He’s worn out a lot of the time but keeps a mask on to the outside world. He doesn’t like other people seeing his faults.

I had a thing for him right off the bat. He got under my skin. I had just turned 18 at the time and he was engaged and 11 years my senior… so I thought nothing of it. I thought of him when he came up and couldn’t help but wish he was available.

Over the next year I dated his friend for 7 months and started an internship with him at the swim shop. I also got a job waitressing at the restaurant his fiancé manages. I saw them together at numerous social outings and couldn’t help but be jealous. I saw him multiple times a week and he always was there for me if I needed to talk or get advice. By that fall I knew that it was him I wanted to be with.

By late spring I was then working for him at least 2 days a week. I would see him even more than that when I brought the guys lunch, needed to stop in, or helped with classes. I was becoming more and more drawn to him. How could I not be when I always saw him being generous, caring, and funny? He would give you the shirt off his back.

We started flirting casually and I thought nothing of it. I flirted like that with lots of guys, even other guys working at the store right? He would take my breath away when he got too close, or I could smell his cologne. Every time I saw him smile, I couldn’t help but skip a breath. He would start to brush up against me casually when trying to get around me, or linger by my side just ever so slightly touching me in one way or another. It made me crazy to get to work just to be around him.

A little over a month ago he drunk messaged me at 2 in the morning and woke me up. He told me how he thought I was a tough headed girl and looked up to me for that and at another time he could have made me happy. He told me how I drive him crazy and how he just wants to do me (Basically – he danced around it without ever saying it). I was shocked and went to work the next day and it wasn’t brought up. The day after that he apologized and we went to my sister hockey game together. We flirted more and more and things heated up through text messaging.

A week more of this and we were having sex in the back of the store. He told me he didn’t want anything to change between us because we’re good friends. He wants me to still be at the store as an instructor in the years to come, and that he doesn’t want my opinion of him to change. I know he cares about me because he’s always made sure I’m happy and does what he can to take care of me. Things that even some of my good friends wouldn’t do or think of. If there’s ever anything wrong he is right there to help pick me back up. There have been many times when I turned to him and he was there for me. I told him I would hate for our “fun” to change any of that…

It’s exciting because we do it when nobody’s looking like butt grabs or ear kisses. This has been going on for a month now and just two days ago we got a hotel room and did it in a real bed.

I told myself I could keep my feelings out of this but I can’t anymore. I wish things were different and that I could be with him. It’s been brought up before that this is just a flame between friends and once it burns out it can go back to how it was before and I know he means that. But can I do it? Can I just tell myself I’m not crazy about him? I already know I love him as a person. I would give my life to make sure he’s happy and well. Do I love him more than that? In years to come will I continue wishing it was me that got to be next to him every night? What should I do?…

Thanks for reading … Any questions and I’ll answer them! AHHH!

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