I have brought a whole series of magazines called Essential Guide to Beauty which was all about make-up and hair etc. but i could not make any sense of them and the make-up that came free with them looked good but i’ve tried them out and i’m not sure if they are of good enough quality : / so i’m not going to bother with it all which is a shame as i’ve got a whole make-up bag full of it, i’m going to buy make-up from stores so i know it’ll be reusable quietly.

I know hardly anything about make-up so i’ve guessed at what i need. I have brought No7 Stay Perfect Liquid Foundation, 2True black eye shadow, Maybelline Kohl Express eyeliner and Maybelline Falsies mascara.
I only brought the Maybelline eyeliner because the advert for the mascara said “want this look also get Myabelline Kohl eyeliner” or something along those lines : / so i did and i can’t get the same look as the model on the advert.. pfft i fell for that one then didn’t i.
When i went into Superdrug (which is not a pharmacy, it sells make-up and loads of other things i girl needs) and i looked around and i saw one of those free standing turning 2True make-up shelves and in between the shelves were pictures of models wearing make-up and telling you what make-up they are wearing and i really liked the smoky eye one so i looked up the eye shadow and brought it BUT when i apply it feels too loose, when i put it onto my lid and i start to spread it i’ve taken almost all of it off and it spreads onto the rest of my face and looks very messy son i don’t use it any more.
I brought the mascara because it said it makes you look like you’ve got false eyelashes, i knew it wouldn’t look anything like the advert but i brought it anyway and it does separate my lashes-i’ve got quite long eyelashes so it make my lashes look good but i think mascara is mascara none are really very different from each other, i think it just depends on the brush that comes with them.
I got the foundation about… 3 years ago as i wanted to look good for my cousin’s wedding but i brought it in a bit of a rush and i asked one of the ladies for help at getting the right colour, the colour looks okay but i think i need a lighter one- one that’s not too much of a fleshy-colour and the foundation doesn’t come in a lighter colour, so i did not wear any make-up for the wedding which was a shame as i looked ugly.

All that’s above is what i wear at the moment, as it doesn’t look perfect like most other girl’s make-up i don’t go out often where people can get a good look at my face.
All i want is to look like any other girl of my age! and to have a life, i don’t have a job because i don’t have the confidence and i have not seen my mates for about a year because i just don’t feel sexy and pretty i just want to curl up and hide away.
I really need urgent advise, i’ve tried looking for advise on the internet and on here, Yahoo Answers any everyone is saying different things and mentioning make-up and brands that i’ve never heard of and may not even be able to buy it on England which is where i’m from (